Late Night

Well, hi there. Anyone who might be reading this, but I'm sure not. It's about... I'd say 4:30 or so in the morning, and I'm working on a cup of coffee because I can't really sleep right now. But the thing is.. I don't really want to sleep. I could care less. I actually like staying up for all night and all day the next day. I never really tired. There's just something about the feeling I have when I'm sleep deprived. I don't necessarily LIKE it, but it is an unusual feeling that makes sleep the next night so much better. SO, with that, I'm going to need to finish this cup of coffee, which by the way, tastes pretty good. :)
Maybe I went a little too deep on my last blog post. That long rant about my ex boyfriend drama really was ridiculous. I should be past it by now. I don't know what I was so scared of.. or what I was scared of the most. Losing him or losing me. The thing is, though, I didn't lose me. I'm perfectly fine over it. I'm still the same person. I'm not the same person I used to be, though.
I look back on a lot of things in my life, and one of the happiest points of my life was when I was being around Hunter. I don't know, but, I think he might really be the one I'm truly in love with. I know for sure though that I've messed up things pretty bad with him. I really hurt him. It would take a lot and I mean A LOT to get things back to how they were. I just can't believe I gave up SO MUCH for Gavon, when really he wasn't even worth it. Nothing was worth missing out on because of him. Not even Homecoming. That was ridiculous. But yeah.
You know how you start having second thoughts about staying up because you're getting tired? Oh yeah that's me ! I think I want to sleep but then again I want to stay up.... So I guess what I'll do is stay awake and get on a few websites or something and try to be entertained and just see what happens. :) But I'm getting off of here. Goodbyeeee<3

Just Another Blog Post.

Gavon broke up with me. It ended pretty quietly. There isn't really much to say about it now, because, well, it's over and done with, but, he really crushed me. He made me really happy, and he gave me such a feeling of security and life. I felt like I was a different girl. I felt like I had found someone that I could actually feel comfortable with. Someone that I was compatible with. Someone that I would easily be able to open up to and tell all my secrets to. I guess for me, that's hard to find. Someone who I actually believe cares. Which, for me, at that time, I thought it was him.
At the time I met him, I was feeling really alone in my life. I felt like I didn't really have anyone. I was really lonely. We talked. I can't even remember what about, but we had really nice conversations. I thought so anyways. He went with me to get my second tattoo, you know, as a hand to squeeze if it started to hurt. That's exactly what ended up happening, too. Next thing I knew, I was going to his house and staying all day, and the days that followed were the same.
He told me he wanted to be with me, and I should have listened to my first instinct and said no. I should have just let the whole thing go. I always knew, somehow, that the relationship would end one way or another. I knew that I was a weak person and a hopeless romantic. So I gave him a chance because part of me wanted to have the experience and that rush of having someone new. It was actually really great, while it lasted. But everything has an ending.
Later on, we started getting into fights. I got depression and started becoming more distant from everyone. Including Gavon. I didn't mean for things to ever seem like I had done something wrong, and I didn't mean for things to get as bad as they did, but I know that if he would have just given me a chance, I could have fixed things. Maybe I couldn't have fixed everything but I most certainly could have fixed the fighting and the depression. My depression had slightly subsided, enough to the point to where my mood was better and I wasn't feeling so distant. I guess that wasn't enough.
I know if he would have just gave it a chance, and just tried to work things out, that maybe things would be different. But he didn't. And I guess that's what hurts me the most about it. If he really cared about us, and if he really cared enough, he would have given it a chance. He gave up on me. He gave up on our relationship. Like it was nothing.. Like it meant absolutely nothing to him at all. I guess that's what happens when you fall in love. You can go on for the longest time, SAYING you're so truly happy with a person, but then, in the end of it all, someone decides to take the easy road. Someone decides that they want something different. When they realize that, they won't change their mind. They won't even make an attempt to make things right because, in their mind, that's the cause of all their problems. The main ones in the relationship that do this is the guys. Why? I'll never really understand it.
I can't say that my heart is broken.. because when your heart is broken, you actually care, right? But, in this case, I just don't care... at all. I don't really care about anything anymore. It doesn't matter all that much to me weather Gavon is here with me or not. I don't think it would change the emptiness that I'm feeling.
I guess I'm just really trying to focus on the future. My life is not over, and I still have time to find someone. One day, I think that I'll find deep, meaningful love one day. It won't be from Gavon, but it will be from someone who really loves me and it will be from someone who knows what is right and what is wrong in a relationship. I'm just hoping that this will all get better in time and maybe I won't think about it. I hope one day I'll wake up and it won't hurt anymore. Maybe one day I'll have found a man that will love me forever. But I guess that it doesn't even really matter... not right now anyways. But anyways. it's about 3 am, and I'm beginning to get really tired. I'm going to get some sleep and so I guess I'm finished writing this blog post.

Merry Christmas!

Maybe this Christmas break could have been better. Maybe things have been making a turn for the worst here lately... but I guess that's just life and I guess I'm just going to have to toughen it out and pull through.

Can't Mess This Up ..

I'm a little drunk... i'm not gonna lie. So what if it's not even 10 pm and it's a Tuesday night? I was a little depressed I guess. I'm not exactly sure why though. Things really are starting to look up. Only the girl that's been trying to get my boyfriend, she's getting pissed off that my boyfriend talks about being with me and she's pissed that we're together.
But, you see, the funny thing about it is, SHE LIVES IN A DIFFERENT STATE. I realize that maybe like as close as Alabama is to Florida or Mississippi, like when the states are right beside eachother, it really isn't that much of a big difference. You can actually get to Florida or Mississsippi from where I live in about 3 hours. But she lives like 3 states away. Like 3 states away like 14 hour drive! Honestly, (maybe I'm wrong, I've never been in those shoes) that's IMPOSSIBLE to have a relationship like that anyways!
Why don't you find a boyfriend at your school? I mean unless you go to an all girls school, you have no reason to not have a boyfriend from YOUR OWN SCHOOL. Why do you have to mess with MY boyfriend? Why can't you get another boyfriend? One that lives near you? A boyfriend you can see whenever you want... you're messing with MY RELATIONSHIP. You're messing with MY LIFE! Sooner or later you're going to HAVE to move on and find someone else! Because me and Gavon are NOT breaking up over you. I'll be damned, to some of the lowest pits of hell before our relationship is ruined over you. But weather it's sometime soon or sometime way in the future, you're going to have to give up. Either way, it doesn't matter to me because still, reguardless, you still live like 3 states away, and there's nothing you can do because you're so far away. So I'm uneffected and I'm not the least bit worried about it. :)
This is stressing me out, writing about this. It's making me think more and more about it when really all I need is to forget it. And being as drunk as I am isn't helping. I have drank a lot of Captain Morgan! It's like my mind is going fast but my body (slowed down by the alcohol) can't seem to type everything my mind is coming up with because I can't type fast enough!
Maybe I just need to relax. Maybe I need to lay off talking about this shit because it just seems to get me worked up everytime. But even though I'm worked up, it's still a relief to blog about it. It gets it off of my mind, and even though the problems are problably not going away on their own, I still have the internet :b so I can do pretty much anything.
And now, in just this short amount of time, I have thought about a billion things I could blog about. So many possibilities and ideas. But I'm afraid I don't want to commit to writing a blog post with every single one of those ideas. I'll just write them separately. So this is the end of this blog post.

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Toshiba Ultrabook!

So, these AMAZING looking gadgets you see are called Toshiba Ultrabooks. All I'm saying is Christmas present. Please! They look so cool and fun. In other pictures I saw, it looks like the screen turns all the away backwards and it lays flat. Nice, flexible. They look really nice. I'm hoping I'll get it for a Christmas present but don't know if I'll actually get it or not. But who knows? Maybe :) ♥
I did this blog post in purple because I was in a purple mood. Okay, that is all :)

Just a Post. Not Sure What To Call It.

I guess the weekend went well ... better than I figured. This Thanksgiving was fine except the not knowing if my boyfriend went to see her or not.. I guess it really doesn't matter too much either way because the less I know, the better. Of course I didn't want him seeing her mainly because of two reasons.
First reason being that I'm his girlfriend. Last time I checked, and I'm sure any other girl with a boyfriend will agree, guys with girlfriends just do not hang out with other girls. It's like... a crime in relationships.
Second reason being that I'm just a jealous person. I always have been. I get jealous entirely too easily. It doesn't even matter, if my boyfriend even looks at a girl I get this feeling in my chest that feels like a fire that's just had gasoline poured on it.
Bottom line is I REALLY didn't want him seeing her. And for personal reasons, I'm really insecure about this.
I need to get my mind off this. Should be pretty easy but I need an idea. Which could take some time to think of something.
I've noticed in the last week that I have a new follower. I'm not complaining, I'm actually shocked. I didn't think people actually got on my blog. Honestly, I don't really think I'm that interesting.
Christmas is coming up really fast. It's really hard to believe last Christmas seems not too long ago. I'm hoping I'll get something like a Toshiba Ultrabook. Those things look awesome. I wonder if they're as awesome as they look though. All I know is if I got that Ultrabook, you couldn't get me off of it !
I'm still thinking badly about, well, everything. There just seems to be added fuel to the fire everyday. God I need something to get my mind off this... but nothing seems to work.
I need to find some sort of game to play. Something that works your brain that takes a lot of memory and a lot of focus. Like Solitaire. Or spider solitaire. Only, I've been playing that game all summer long and for the most part, Solitaire is the only game I play. I play the Sims 3 (when it isn't slow on my computer) and that seems to work really well at keeping my mind pre-occupied but I don't always have access to it. Like now when I'm at school. There's got to be something out there. Suggestions?
I'm taking breaks while I'm writing this, so if there just so happens to be someone reading this, my mind isn't actually going 90 miles per hour. I'm taking breaks. No worries...
Something that always seems to help; Music. Preferably rap. I guess I like how the world has evolved into technology so much. What can I say? it's addicting. But of course I didn't grow up at the time where the most advanced technology was the microwave. Nope. This is 2012. And my generration is so involved with technology that technology IS the world. Not complaining about it, though, I actually like it. Being able to always have a way to entertain yourself, especially with more and more being added onto and evolved. It's fascinating, actually.
I know I didn't grow up at that time, but my mom has told me enough about it that I can pretty much imagine what it was like. It seemed like such a happier, simpler time. If I could time travel, I would definitly be at the 1970's ! America's hayday.
I guess that's all I'm gonna post there's not really much I have to say.

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Weekend Gone Wrong ..

It's so strange to think that within every week, there's 2 days that we get off from school and weekends are usually fun and you're just sleeping in, and doing stuff with you friends. Which is what I'm usually, most likely, doing. I see my boyfriend every weekend. Well.. mostly every weekend... sometimes, my mom won't feel like taking me to his house. Which is really selfish and really pisses me off sometimes ...
Well. This weekend was one of those weekends where she was being selfish. "Oh. I don't feel like taking you up there. He has to come down here and get you." Wtf? Are you kidding me? It isnt that far of a drive, really, truely, it isn't. This already really upset me... but I knew that it was just a Friday and I had 2 more days before I had to go back to school so for that one night, I handled it. I was alright just knowing I would see him tomorrow and everything would be okay. Until that Saturday morning came around. My hopes were up so high and I was okay and so glad I would get to see him after having to wait so long. I called my mom and she tells me I have to be home by midnight. Usually I could be okay and just accept that but I really Did want to spend the night and what really pissed me off the most was that she ALWAYS lets me stay the night. Always. So I just really don't understand what the big deal was. PISSED ME OFF SO BAD. ! So I just decided to say fuck it. Fuck this whole weekend, nothings gonna go right and I can't even talk to my mom...
So I'm talking to Gavon about all of this, and I'm actually being optimistic and trying to bring up positive things. I mentioned that this is just one weekend, and it's okay that there's still next weekend and Thanksgiving break which is a week.... he says to me, "I don't know if thanksgiving is going to work" and, of course, as everyone else would, I asked why not. Expecting to be able to just take anything life could throw at me. Big mistake....
He tells me that Sam, his ex, is coming down for Thanksgiving and she wants to see him ! What the fucking shit? This whole weekend, I've been bitching at my mom, getting mad at the world, and he knows this. So why he decided to tell me then, I'll never really know. That's when shit hit the fan and all hell broke loose. So why he decided to just add fuel to the fire and make an already BAD weekend WORSE, I truely don't understand. Maybe someday I will though.
I could go on and on about that... but I don't because I know if I rant about this anymore I'll only make myself mad and I don't want to even remember all this. I only want it to be over with. I just want all of this In the past and out of my head.
And during the same time period, my dad and my brother got in a huge fight over some stupid, pointless shit that I don't want anything to do with.
Point it, i'm not feeling well. I'm not feeling well at all. And I just want all of this to be done... I've been spending all my time trying to get it together and trying to make it all just go away. Sooner or later, it will... I'm just holding out for good times and for all this pain to stop.

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Oh my god. get me out of here.

Some of these guys in this class are just so fuckin immature. Why can't boys just grow the hell up? They're back there laughing like they're mentally ill or something! Like seriously shut the fuck up!

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Time is slipping away...

So, a lot here recently, in the last few days, maybe weeks, I've been getting a lot of my memory back and remembering a lot of stuff from the past. Now, looking back on everything, I realize something. I realize that time goes faster and faster. Faster than a cheetah runs, faster than the cars you see in the Daytona 500!
Just last night I was thinking about when me and Gavon first got together. That was over two months ago. What? There's no way. But.. yes way. Its the honest to god truth that time is flying by faster than the speed of light right before my eyes.
I guess it's something that I need to be expecting since its just how it is. Time goes by quickly when you're having lots of fun. Its always been like that. At one point in everyone's life, time speeds up. We see our life just disappearing right before us and there's nothing we can do about it. Especially when we look back and just think "wow. that was a really long time ago but it seems like just yesterday."
I mean, it's just about New Years right now. January 1st. The big day for us to ring in the new year 2013. Even though I remember last new years like it just happened. Honestly.
I mean, what can you do, when all your weeks feel like days and all your days feel like hours and when your months feel like weeks? What can you do? And you know it's getting bad when years feel like they just happened ! You start to wonder where the time's gone, what happens to it? And how you've grown up so fast.
But like I said before, it's something to expect and it happens to everyone.

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Happy birthday, harrison ! :D

It was my best friend, Harrison's, birthday yesterday! He turned 16 and I made my mom and my moms boyfriend sing happy birthday to him on the phone and oh my god It was the FUNNIEST thing I have ever seen. Like forreal haha

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Tiredddd.

Why can't I get enough sleep at night? I feel like I can't even get through the day or wake up without drinking some energy drink to get up. Like, I'm sleeping at night- I'm sleeping for 8 hours, but it doesn't seem to be helping me any. I'm still getting tired at school. I'm still being lazy when I get home. So what the hell could it be? Ugh. It's so frustrating, like really. I lay my head down in class and I can't stay awake for the life of me. Its terrible. I don't know what it could be....

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Weekend ♥ :)

It's Monday now, but this weekend was truely wonderful. I had the time of my life with the love of my life<3
I stayed over there the whole weekend, from Friday afternoon until Sunday evening I was there with him at his house. I keep thinking about him and how happy I was there. Escaped from all reality, not worrying about a thing in the world. I just love being around him, he's an amazing person and just a joy to be with.
I could spend the rest of my life with him, I would never be down and depressed ever again<3
I love him.

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Nightmares :'/

It seems like it's getting to be every single night. I can't seem to stop them from happening. A lot of times, they're just nightmares of Gavon not speaking to me.. pulling away. Trying to get me to stop talking to him. And more of the hardcore ones are just me getting raped and getting into uncontrollable car wrecks. This has been going on for a while, now. It's just now becoming a problem for me.. because usually I can just go back to sleep, forget about it, and not even worry about it, because I know they're only dreams. But this time, I can't do that. that's why it's begining to be a problem.
I know Gavon would never do that to me, give me nothing but silence and ignore me. But these dreams just seem SO real... I don't know what to do about it anymore besides just take more things to sleep and hope I fall into a deep enough sleep and not dream at all.
I can imagine that I can do this, just sleep so deep. I don't want anymore nightmares.

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today, tomorrow, and the future.

Well, I just had to finish up writing this short story in my creative writing class. We were shown 2 pictures and told to write a short story that had something to do with the picture. I think my story was really good, you know, to be on the spot in just one class period. I only do good when I'm given a prompt. Its just difficult to spark up ideas for me.. I want to major in something like journalism, or something like arts or photography. That kind of stuff interests me. Getting my mind on paper. I also like web design, interior design, and graphic design. I guess I have a lot of ideas of what I want to do with my life, I just haven't completely made up my mind yet. I know I need to, I know I need to get it together and realize what I want to do and what I'm going to do.. it's hard though. For my first 2 years of college, my mom wants me to attend Marion Military Institute. It's not a bad place and I'm not against the military, but military school? I'm not into that. I don't want anything to do with that. It's not me... I've gone through enough shit without having to go through military Sargents yelling at me. and I just plain don't like wearing my hair up. I don't want to be the type to complain of having a little discipline but I don't want to go there... ugh I have a lot to think about.

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going insane

Why can I find my inner creativity? Maybe its because I just haven't stopped thinking about it long enough to be able to get some creativity. But I have this sheet of paper in front of me, this blank sheet of paper that's just begging to be wrote on, but I can't think of what to do! >.< why is this happening right now? I'm just thinking maybe I can find it.. somewhere. One day. I guess what I'm going to do now is what I do best, rant. But not bad ranting. Just going on and on about different things. (:

Pageviews?

Well, I just looked at the overview of my blog and it said I had 99 pageviews... I don't know for sure, but I don't think I could have done all of those myself.. but I might have. either way, 99 is a lot compared to what Im usually expecting which is ... none. But who am I even kidding? No one ever looks at this blog. I looked at Flickr (most people know, but its a photo sharing website) ... there was a lot of views like more than 100 on multiple pictures on there. I haven't gotten on flickr in so long, that made me feel like uncomfortable because what if people are going through my stuff? Makes me a little nervous, because I know I did not click on specific pictures 100 times. But I don't know. I've advertised this blog to a lot of my other social networks but it hasn't gotten any more popular, (not like I need it to be, I mean I'm perfectly fine.) And I'm just done putting it out there and I'm done with saying "look at my blog" I have a blogster. That seems to be pretty popular, with the people on there. Blogster, blogger. Big difference. Anyways this blog is like my private world now. Unless if by chance, there's someone reading this.. then.. stop being shy and just comment or something I mean, I don't care or anything. I'm sure I'm talking to myself though :b haha

Writer's block

A lot here recently, I've been wondering about how to find my inner creativity/ inner genius. I know I have a certain gift- I can write really well. And here within the last month, I've discovered that I can draw. But it is really hard for me to find motivation, inspiration, and creation. All of them I lack. It's really hard for me to find that spark to create something beautiful. I can't do it. I'm thinking it's a form of writers block, to not be able to find what to write. But. Maybe I can find it somewhere in my brain.

Sorry

I know it's not good to be a pessimist, and just be pissed off all the time, but I feel the need to rant.
I know that it may seem like I'm trying to grow up too fast, maybe even seem a little immature, but something that's really been bothering me lately is the fact that I'm not old enough to drive on my own. Seems stupid to be upset over something like that, but it is what it is.
Never being able to drive anywhere, without my mom in the passenger seat, is the core of all my stress. Anything that bothers me, and anything that I worry about, could be fixed instantly if I could only drive a car by myself. And I have a car, which isn't a problem. Yes, we can just dream about how I'm going to be 16 and driving on my own soon, before I know it, before I realize it, but I have a long way to go. I still have a lot of time left before I can qualify to get my license. It makes me sick, it really does. Having to depend on my mom to take me everywhere. I'm not 10, I shouldn't have to make her drive me everywhere.
But that brings me to something totally different: She DOESN'T drive me anywhere at all! She's always "tired" or "busy" .. I hate it. I could die, literally, at eny moment. Why should I have to hold back from doing what I want to do?
My 16th birthday is March 3rd.. which is 127 days away, according to my brother, but I haven't counted so I'm not 100% certain. We'll just say I am. These 127 days get slower and slower. With the exception when I'm having fun- then, they fly. Which comes as no surprise. Like I said, it is what it is.
Pointless blog post, but I wanted to get this out of my brain. And even though it won't completely be out of my thoughts, and I'll probably STILL be thinking about it and stressing it- it was nice to get it on here.

Tattoo pain

When you're considering getting your first tattoo, and you've never gotten one before, and you're afraid it's going to hurt, I say that you're stressing WAY too much. When I got mine, it didn't hurt me one bit. I actually enjoyed it. I even have a low tolerance for pain and I wasn't phased.

To be honest, I loved the feeling and I wanted another tattoo as soon as I walked out of the shop. It's kind of like acupuncture, relaxing. It's amazing. I loved it.
And if I loved it, I'm certain anyone will.

This was the day I got my first tattoo, and, clearly, it does bleed afterward, and your body does reject some of the ink- it's natural. The Chinese symbol means strength of heart. yes, I did think it through, very thoroughly, and strength of heart is a good meaning that I will carry with the rest of my life, even when I'm old and gray. My heart gets stronger every day.

The next tattoo that I'm planning on getting is my zodiac sign, Pisces, which is two fish.
I'm trying to figure a good place to get it, a preferably less painful place on my body that won't bleed a lot.

New school rules?

Mann what am I talkin about? At my new school there ARE NO rules !

Shamrock shakes at McDonalds ;D

Oh. My. Goodness. I just tried on of these for the first time, since tomorrow's St.Patricks Day & all that delicious stuff . And I must say! This has got to be one of the BEST inventions of ALL TIME. :D I will tell you this, before they're all out & McDonalds doesn't sell them anymore, TRY ONE. You will NOT regret it ! ♥ these things are delicious ! They're all mintyy & sweet & green(:
Happy St.Patrick's Day everyone . Don't forget to wear your green (: ♣

my tattoo ♥

this tattoo i am getting . it means strength of heart, and i'm thinking about getting it across my heart on my chest! my mom is getting the same one across her chest and we're gonna be matching. but i'm a little scared to get it because i have a major phobia of needles ! & i have a very low tolerance for pain . BUT i HAVE been reading up online posts on the actual pain of it, and many people say that it didn't hurt as much as they expected it too, or the pain wasn't an unbearable pain, it was more like an itchh . and some even said it felt like a hot scratch or a scratch on sunburn ! Which i can handle (: . BUT .. i read on getting a tattoo on the chest, and people say that getting a tattoo there hurts the worst.. since there's not much padding there, and it's rightt there on a bone. it is a little scary to think about that needle going in & out of myy skin but it's so gonna be worth it having a tattoo ! (: . & plus , my boyfriend has a tattoo and he says that it only hurts at first, that after a little while, you get used to it. so i'm gonnna be able to get through this! i can't wait ! this is the thing i'm looking forward to the most on my spring break trip ! comments ? if you have any tattoos on your chest ? tell me how it feels ? Thankss ♥ xxx :)

no plans on friday night?

okay so I'm here... on Friday night..  doing nothing .. all I have is my blogger which no one ever reads my stuff :/ boo! I can entertain myself maybe haha someone save me, I'm gonnna die of boredome . if someone actually READS my stuff, comment (: haha this post will have ZEROO comments I'm sure. I'm gonna get people to read this crap one day! I swear it. and when I do, I wont complain about how no one reads my stuff, and I'll post stuff that's worth reading. and I just thought of something! I could like post my deepest, darkest secrets on here and I would still not have any more views forreal. maybe I should just use this as a journal. D; erg .

20 pageviews. cool.

sooo, i see that i have 20 pageviews and i'm just guessing that 10 of them are actually me, so i feel reaaallyyyy popular, and that was total sarcasm. haha. nobody's probably even reading this! D: dang, i need to advertise more.


for all the rap fans, that like lil wayne, and haven't heard the song "Mirror" ft . Bruno Mars, look it up on youtube NOW. well. i'll give ya a link so ya won't have to (: because i'm nice like that ! here's yo link, listen to the song, it's a good song http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oi1UunggOAs it moves me, it describes everything i'm feeling, maybe it'll do the same for you.

ah yeahh

currently i am in my schools library haha i hope i dont get busted for being on the computer !

Tanning bed catastrophe !!!

Sooo , what happened today is I laid in the tanning bed for 30 minutes, and now I'm totally regretting it . The tanning bed, when I'm laying in the tanning bed, I'm so relaaaxed :) and chill . But I find out later, it was a bad idea to stay in that long because I'm burnt as hell ! Take my advice, and go easy on the tanning bed! ... and is it bad if I open my eyes in the tanning bed ? Will it fuck my vision up ?

Legal gambling!

Casinos and lotteries are illegal in some states! Why? I have no clue ! There's NOTHING wrong with some good ol' gambling, I think it would be fun :D and I think people who are 15 years or older should be able to gamble in casinos , because I mean it could be fun ! And the profits made from the casinos should go towards our education like they do in Georgia becuz the schools in Georgia are HUGE and FANCY ! And the kids there are smart . Soooo let's just vote to legalize it everywhere :D
Kk , that is all <3

STALKERS on the internet !

i think when people on Facebook, Twitter an all that go an add my friends an they don't even know who they are i think they are really stupid!!!!! i cannot freakin stand that crap !!!!! like, that's MY friend, an I know him but YOU don't know him, you've never met him, GET OFF MY PROFILE . you freakin stalker ! there's this ONE girl that does it, an it INFURIATES me ! like omg get a life an stop making your friends online ! get REAL friends & stop gettin them off Facebook ! that crap is so freakin stupid!!!
i think we all have that one person who does that, if not, an it's just me, then maybe i need to see a doctor or something !!!!!! well, folllow me i'll follow back..
comment your stalker story(:

phone taken up at school /:

i think today was awful, my phones taken up for tenn days & i gotta pay $25.00 to get it back, this sucks ! >.<
well, maybe if ya think abouts it , it could be a good thing (: . i can actually remember how it was like when we didn't have cell phones ! .. maybe i can get exercise !!! :D
HAHAHHAHAHA wowww , i was totally kidding on the exercise part
well i am like sooo new to Blogger & i have NOO clue how to work it, & i would like having followers {: i will follow back!!

New Years !!! 2012 !

Well, this new years was totally awesome ! .. brokee in 2012 with my friend Whitney , she came over to mah housee & we lit up a few fireworks, & we rolled down a hill, did ninja rolls off a trampoline, an we just broke in the new year(: it was really fun & a great way to start the new year .. here's a picture :D