Like I was saying...

For some reasons sometimes, I get excited over office supplies. Such as highlighters, bright colored markers, paper, and things like that. I got some new pens today with different colors. I love them, they're perfect for school. I'm gonna have the prettiest pens ever! And I just re read that and realized how much of a nerd I just sounded like. Getting happy over some pens. Hahaha wow. I'm very stoned at the moment so I don't even know if I'm quite making any sense in this post. Probably not. But my kitten is showing my affection by massaging me with his paws :) like all cats do. It is actually very relaxing. I love my kitten right now. Gosh, I wish I was on Ask.fm right now. I could answer some hella good questions! Not this stupid blog, that I know people don't read. Well, I'm stoned and I'm gonna go to sleep in a few minutes because I'm gonna pass the fuuuck out ! Haha dueces. 

High Night

Currently very high right now. I smoked some loud. It was called Fruity Pebbles. I don't get it but anyways I'm laying in bed with my sweetheart, Cali. Cali is a cat btw! And she's so adorable :)

Thoughts.

Lets constantly talk about horses. Lets constantly talk about working. Lets constantly talk about vehicles and how much better my car is than yours. No. I can't even stand to be listening to this ALL THE DAMN TIME. Lets not ever change our conversations. Lets talk about the SAME THINGS every single day. Lets wake up and go to bed with the SAME THINGS on our minds every night and day. Lets not be concerned about ANYTHING else but working. This is just the biggest reasons why I don't like coming here. This is why I don't like being around any of these people because they're ALL concerned about nothing but WORK. I can't put myself around a bunch of workaholics like this. It's mentally frustrating and exhausting to have to listen to the same bullshit every day about working and horses and vehicles. Is that really all you can think about? Is it really that important? I guess I would rather sit alone somewhere away from EVERYONE instead of sitting there listening to that crap. It's the only thing I hear about every single day. There's no change. No change in anything. Not even change in conversations. And that's pretty damn bad. I just don't see how people can go living their life focused on work all the time. I don't even wanna think about getting a job anymore because everyone has completely ruined it for me. I am not a lazy girl. I'm not. But I'm not getting a job like everyone else has because I don't want to end up like everyone else I've seen. Too involved in their job. I don't want to live my life like that. You can't lie and say you love what you do when your job is obviously stressing you out big time.