Blog Improvements

Changed the background, changed some fonts, and changed some colors up a little bit on this thing. Honestly, I still don't really like it so I'm going to keep making more improvements. That's what I'm going to be doing with my time for the rest of the day.
I'm just glad I have my computer back though. Writing blog posts on my phone was just plain irritating. I still don't have any internet at my house though. :/ I have to either go to my boyfriend's house or either my grandparents. Sorry, but I do not want to have to go to my grandparents every time I want to get on the internet. Fuck that. I'm fine right here at my boyfriend's house. This is probably what I will be doing when he's at work. It's actually a very good pass time until he gets off everyday. I don't see how I didn't think of this before. Blogging. Ah, so fun, sort of. It's one of the things I enjoy doing on the internet. But anyways, I am going to wrap up this blog post and continue working on improving the appearance of the site.

Inner Emotions...what the fuck?

So basically me and some friends are like really high. My friend just told me that marijuana can make you feel stronger inner emotions. That causes you to go into a deep thought. So deep in thought that you don't know what's going on around you. That's what people call "zoning out." He just said he knows people that get high & become a really bad smart-ass. Like sarcasm. He said it was really bad. I think he is really high just by the way he's talking, not remembering things he said, and him getting words confused. 

He also mentioned that when you're into a really deep high, that if there's music playing around you, your mind can literally get lost in the music to the point to where you've basically left real life and real life does not affect you. I find it crazy that he knows all of this because he is describing all the effects from marijuana that I get. 

Anyways, I'm getting a little bit tired of blogging this. I need something better to do with my phone. 

Drawing

I wish Photobucket wasn't blocked from this wifi I use at school. I made my Photobucket when I was 13 (back when Instagram wasn't popular yet) so all my pictures went on Photobucket. Old old old pictures. I love looking back on them. 

But what does that have to do with the drawing? I'll tell you. Because I wanted to put the picture of my drawing on my Photobucket but oh wait. It's blocked -.- 

My drawing. My picture. This is officially a copyright. 

I'm a candy crush super star ! Lmao

So, today I just got to level 100 on candy crush. Some people might be impressed but other people have made it to the 200's. haha. I feel so cool about it because I had to play this game sooo much to get to that level. Candy crush pretty much irritates me a lot. I don't even really know why I play it so much. Especially if I'm stuck on one level. I get really pissed off at this game haha. 

Another thing I've noticed is the story line in candy crush is ADORABLE ! Haha. I love just watching the story line more than ever.

But anyways, I'm going to bring this blog post to a conclusion now because I am tired of typing. 

Like I was saying...

For some reasons sometimes, I get excited over office supplies. Such as highlighters, bright colored markers, paper, and things like that. I got some new pens today with different colors. I love them, they're perfect for school. I'm gonna have the prettiest pens ever! And I just re read that and realized how much of a nerd I just sounded like. Getting happy over some pens. Hahaha wow. I'm very stoned at the moment so I don't even know if I'm quite making any sense in this post. Probably not. But my kitten is showing my affection by massaging me with his paws :) like all cats do. It is actually very relaxing. I love my kitten right now. Gosh, I wish I was on Ask.fm right now. I could answer some hella good questions! Not this stupid blog, that I know people don't read. Well, I'm stoned and I'm gonna go to sleep in a few minutes because I'm gonna pass the fuuuck out ! Haha dueces. 

High Night

Currently very high right now. I smoked some loud. It was called Fruity Pebbles. I don't get it but anyways I'm laying in bed with my sweetheart, Cali. Cali is a cat btw! And she's so adorable :)

Thoughts.

Lets constantly talk about horses. Lets constantly talk about working. Lets constantly talk about vehicles and how much better my car is than yours. No. I can't even stand to be listening to this ALL THE DAMN TIME. Lets not ever change our conversations. Lets talk about the SAME THINGS every single day. Lets wake up and go to bed with the SAME THINGS on our minds every night and day. Lets not be concerned about ANYTHING else but working. This is just the biggest reasons why I don't like coming here. This is why I don't like being around any of these people because they're ALL concerned about nothing but WORK. I can't put myself around a bunch of workaholics like this. It's mentally frustrating and exhausting to have to listen to the same bullshit every day about working and horses and vehicles. Is that really all you can think about? Is it really that important? I guess I would rather sit alone somewhere away from EVERYONE instead of sitting there listening to that crap. It's the only thing I hear about every single day. There's no change. No change in anything. Not even change in conversations. And that's pretty damn bad. I just don't see how people can go living their life focused on work all the time. I don't even wanna think about getting a job anymore because everyone has completely ruined it for me. I am not a lazy girl. I'm not. But I'm not getting a job like everyone else has because I don't want to end up like everyone else I've seen. Too involved in their job. I don't want to live my life like that. You can't lie and say you love what you do when your job is obviously stressing you out big time.