Tuesday, December 17, 2013

So tired.

Right now, I'm in computer class and there's nothing for me to do except get on my blog.
I wish I was stoned right now. That's what I need.
Also, I really want a nap. I don't know what I'm going to be doing after school today, but I guess I'll just figure that out, cross that bridge when I get there. I was considering earlier today, going to College City and buying some random school supplies and sharpies and shit like that. That might and might not happen.
Anyways, I really don't see why I'm at school right now. There's nothing to even do. The entire math period, the class just sat there in desks doing nothing. Exam week is taking forever. I don't want to be here one bit.
But, I don't want to go home, either. I'm freezing! I just want to go some place warm. & I really hate going to my boyfriends house now. I actually hate it. Not because of my boyfriend, but because of the little fucking "roommate" that's staying there. So, not going to be going there for a while. And I won't be there and getting irritated by her. I don't care if she thinks I'm rude, she can just go hop on a fucking horse and ride the fuck away from here.

Sunday, December 15, 2013

High and Windows 8!

Well, I'm stoned, so what else is there for me to do besides blogging? Yupp, I'm gonna blog about some Windows 8. I'm on my computer right now, and the Windows 8 internet is just way better (works better) than any other computer's I've had. I hope I'm not accidentally posting this to my school blog... Imagine, I'm posting about being high and smoking my weed on my school blog (If I accidentally clicked it) So, I really really hope this post goes to my personal blog.
So, I've decided, that regardless of if I have internet or not at my house, I'm taking my computer home and entertaining myself with it. Even if I have to, I will get my phone, and set up a Wi-Fi hotspot for my computer. Could work, possibly. A phone's internet powering a laptop's. Maybe? That's some theory I've been wondering about but I had never actually tested the theory.
But anyways,
I have been fucking SICK as fuuuuck these past 3 days. I have felt like pure shit. Stuffy ass nose, sore ass throat, and a nasty ass cough. I absolutely hate this kind of sickness! It's actually the worst you can find.
Anyways though, I'm having so many different thoughts run through my head and typing on this keyboard is just really entertaining to me on a certain level.
Excuse me if I oftenly change the subject. There's just so many ideas that I need to get into this blog post, you know?
Anyways, I would just love to be surrounded by cats right now.... that's just really weird for me to say, and it really makes me look like a psychotic cat lady lol. But I just want to go home and spend time with my cats, that's what I mean.
This blog post seems so pointless. I feel like I'm just going on and on about absolutely nothing right now... I feel out of it.
Im definitely having a strange pain in the side of my leg and an even stranger pain in my forehead. I don't really know what's going on with me
Oh, gosh. I want to blog more but I just want to get some sleep, too. so I'm gonna end this pointless, stoned blog post now lol . :)

Tuesday, November 19, 2013

Blogger and Backgrounds

So, for the longest time, I've been trying to make "improvements" and make my blog look beautiful. That's kind of hard to do when every background I try to upload, is either "file size too large" or  it doesn't fit the page right. It's really irritating. I don't like it... I guess what I got now is acceptable enough to me. At least I got the look I was aiming for.
Anyways, I am in my math classroom and I'm going to be in here for another hour and a half. This sucks. I want to go home more than anything. I want to just go home. I am also running low on cigarettes again. Fuck my life. I have about 4 left. I don't know what I'm going to do, I really don't. I don't know how to quit smoking. I am so addicted.
Oh, there I go again. I made this post about Blogger Backgrounds and I'm just here ranting about cigarettes. I always do this.
Anyways, I'm getting tired of blogging. I might just try to leave school early since I'm really not doing any school work right now. Nothing was assigned.

Monday, November 18, 2013

Life Revolves Around Pictures

There's Instagram, Photobucket, Flickr, and TONS of other "picture" or "picture sharing" websites that pictures get posted billions of times a day. Everyone with a cell phone uses these Apps and Camera and Photo Editors to share with their friends. I am one of those people. I love taking pictures and editing them then posting them. Pictures are great, and now that there's photoshop and ways to edit them, they're so much more advanced now and I think that's why people like it so much.
Anyways, I'll probably post lots of pictures the blog and everywhere else. I love pictures yeahhh

Wednesday, November 13, 2013

High as fuuuuckkk!

I figured out how to make my blog private, and I've gotten it private to everyone except followers I think. Sooo, that's why I can blog about how hig I am right now! Hahaha. I love blogging.
Anyways, it's so cold outside & in my house! I can barely see straight at all. Everything's extremely blurry. And my eyes are burning. This is crazy, I've never been this high before and weed doesn't usually fuck with my eye sight so I'm trippin.
I wish my boyfriend would text me, but I'm afraid I wont get to talk to him...
Im done. Blogging, this is really hard

Trying to make the blog private

I googled it & basically it said to go to settings & permissions and then you could make the blog private or public. I went to the page on settings but I didn't see what it showed me on Google. I feel like one day, the wrong person is gonna read all through my blog and it will be bad. I don't have time to go through all my blog posts & delete or whatever, nor do I want to do that. I love reading my own things because it sparks more imagination and more ideas for blogs. Maybe Blogger is just too public and too popular. I might just end up creating a new blog on a different website & not telling anyone what my new blog is or just making it private.
I don't want people really seeing these things I've been posting about drugs, getting high, and smoking cigarettes. Because that's a way to get me in trouble and I sure as hell don't want to be in trouble for what I've been posting on my blog. There must be some way I can keep my blog going, but keep it private where no one can read it... if I can't figure out a way, I will probably end up deleting the blog & starting all over again with a new blog on a different site. I've gotten up to 500 something page views. That's a little scary... I don't want 500 people seeing this stuff. I really don't. Because it only takes one person to tell everyone what I've been posting.

Friday, November 8, 2013

Still don't like how it looks .

Blog improvements didn't really work out because I did't even really improve anything on it. I still don't like it. Yesterday, while I was "re-decorating," I was scrolling through many beautiful backgrounds. Apparently, every single background that I liked & saved to the computer, the file size was "too large" and it wouldn't fit. That was SO irritating! I ended up just setteling for this blue one I have now... Even though it's not really the one I like OR want, I guess it's better than nothing. At least it goes well with the blog. But honestly, I'm GOING to keep trying to get a new background no matter what. Even if I have to create it myself.

Okay, anyways, off of that subject,
After being deprived of cigarettes the past few days, I finally got a new pack last night. Very cheap ones, at that. $3.20 for them. Very cheap but actually pretty good.
I guess there's nothing really for me to blog about anymore, so I think I might wrap this up. Unless I can think of something else to add into this.


I'm still at school right now. I'm in my 6th period computer class and it's 2:40 . So close to 3. I'm so glad it's Friday, and I'm going to be sleeping in tomorrow morning since it feels like it's been forever since I've slept in. If only there were more hours in the night.
This daylight savings "extra hour of sleep" doesn't help me that much because I'm still very tired in the mornings. I might just be going to bed too late at night. Who knows?
Here's all the possibilities of why I am tired in the mornings:
  • I don't go to bed early enough
  • I wake up in the middle of the night to pee to much
  • I don't drink any energy drinks/ caffene in the mornings
  • I should take showers in the morning instead of at night, (Maybe a shower would wake me up  in the mornings)
  • Aaaaaand... I just need to chill the fuck out & quit smoking so much!